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My Social Media Suite

Recently my wife Neelam Bakshi and I were invited to the Unitarian Church in Glasgow where much of Neelam’s address was about Social Networking which I feel sat well beside the hymns of Universalists like K. Patton and JA. Storey. To follow up on Neelam’s address I have produced this guide to the applications I use to make social networking an easy and enjoyable experience.

I think most people are aware of Social Media or Social Networking and are aware of micro blogging services like Twitter, Networking sites like Facebook and Blogging services like WordPress and Blogger. Not every one knows how to make the best of them. I am not a computer buff but I have found that using a combination of free tools makes my social networking easier and more efficient. I am not using the internet for profit and so that is not the focus of this piece but if that is your interest you will find yourself using these tools.

Any Social Media suite will be based on the primary services and then on the additional tools one uses to enhance their functionality. The core of my social networking suite is Twitter (http://twitter.com/) – which I use to automatically feed into my Facebook – and Google which contains a number of applications that enhance social networking.

Using Twitter
My first recommendation is read “The Twitter Book” by Tim O’Reilly
@timoreilly & Sarah Milstein @SarahM – both of whom maintain a friendly and helpful presence on Twitter. A useful source of tools to use with Twitter is the article: 99 Essential Twitter Tools And Applications (http://www.smashingmagazine.com/2009/03/17/99-essential-twitter-tools-and-applications/). None of the applications listed below will be of much use if you do not first create a Twitter (http://twitter.com/ ) account

Twitter Clients: TweetDeck & Yoono
These are programs that allow you more control over Twitter. On my Windows machine I use TweetDeck (
http://tweetdeck.com) and on Linux I am using Yoono (https://addons.mozilla.org/en-US/firefox/addon/1833). TweetDeck installs to to your desktop and so uses system resources if you don’t close and restart it every day. Yoono is a Firefox (my favourite web browser although brief acquaintance with Chrome is encouraging) add on and sits next to the main window as a hide-able sidebar. These clients allow you to manage several accounts and to link your Twitter accounts to certain social network sites like Facebook. Both of these allow you to easily shorten a URL (web address) to keep within the 140 character limit.

TwitterBar
TwitterBar (https://addons.mozilla.org/en-US/firefox/addon/4664)is a Firefox add-on that allows you to post to Twitter from the browser address bar. This is very useful if you want to share a link to a web-page with a comment about it. Twitterbar will automatically shorten URLs.

SocialOomph
SocialOomph (http://www.socialoomph.com/)is an application that allows you to schedule your twitter updates for whatever time best suites you even if you will be fast asleep when they are published. this allows you to spread out your tweets or take advantage of time zones. It also allows you to vet your followers. I am about to go onto the paid for version because of the range of additional features.

Your Twitter Karma
Your Twitter Karma (http://dossy.org/twitter/karma/) is a useful tool for comparing your followers with those whom you are following.

Search Engines
The key to producing a blog that people want to read lies in interesting content and the quickest way to research content is to use a search engine and look on the internet. Google is most people’s first choice of search engine but there are some useful social media specific search tools. Twitter itself has a search facility and a people search. One Riot (http://www.oneriot.com/) is a social media search tool that comes packaged with Yoono and TwitterBar. Tip Top (http://feeltiptop.com/) is a useful tool for searching Twitter by subject. I personally like Kosmix (http://www.kosmix.com/)which searches for a topic across a number of social media .

Social Networking Sites
There are too many social networking sites to go into here but they tend to be separated into two main categories 1.Specialist interest including business networking sites like Ecadamy (http://www.ecadamy.com/) and LinkedIn (http://www.linkedin.com) and 2.Socialising of which the best known are Facebook (http://www.facebook.com/) and MySpace (http://www.myspace.com/). These sites are subscription based – many with free subscriptions – and several as well as networking facilities also host blogs.

You Tube
At this point I should mention You Tube (http://www.youtube.com/) which combines networking with hosting filmclips which provides many people with content for their social networking pages.

Blogging
Blogging is the practice of regularly sharing one’s thoughts and opinions via the internet. Most blogs are on individual websites but there are also agreat number of blogging services which will host blogs and websites constructed around blogs. Among the dedicated blog hosts are WordPress (http://wordpress.com/) my blog is at http://springingtiger.wordpress.com Google (http://www.google.com) and Xanga (http://www.xanga.com/) which hosts a number of specialist blog sites that also include social networking facilities. I am a member of one Xanga site Autisable.com (http://www.autisable.com)which allows me to share information and network with people who share an interest in autism.

GOOGLE
A major cornerstone of my social networking suite is Google. I don’t use Blogger but the social media sites I have joined post updates to my Googlemail which I can monitor from any internet connecion even my mobile phone. Much of the content of my posts is delivered to me by RSS feed to my Google Reader. The content of my Blogs is typed up initially – like this – in Google docs. Because I have an iGoogle home page I can see my most recent emails, RSS feeds and Facebook updates on the same page along with up to date weather, my calendar and various other things.

I have just installed linux on this laptop and set up my whole social media suite from the links in this article – which I had largely completed on Google docs – in about 30 minutes.

I have missed out services provided by Microsoft and Yahoo merely because I don’t personally use them but that is no reason not to investigate them as you put together a social media suite that works for you.



Yoono TweetDeck.
February 1, 2010, 00:15
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I have been using Tweet Deck happily for some time on my Windows PCs. Since adopting Ubuntu as my OS I have been unable to use Tweet Deck. I tweeted my laments and got a reply from @reivax (http://yoono-insider.blogspot.com/) who introduced me to Yoono which I have been using for a couple of weeks successfully.

I am still using Tweet Deck on my wife’s Windows PC and my laptop. It is excellent it gives me the ability to manage several Twitter and social networks at once. My accounts are side by side in columns and I can add columns for replies, direct messages etc. I can post to all my accounts simultaneously, to a selection or to just one. I can open profiles quickly in a temporary column and it will run even when my browser is closed. Tweetdeck has a good search facility, an optional column of suggestions of tweeters one might wish to follow.

I do like Yoono. I like Yoono a lot! It sits as a side bar on my Firefox and I can collapse it if I need more room. Yoono also allows me to manage several accounts I have a couple of Twitter accounts a Facebook and a MySpace account open just now. It displays updates as a single column but I have the option of selecting to view just the postings of a single account. Like Tweetdeck Yoono gives the option of having updates delivered by pop-up – I turn this off. With all accounts selected I can choose to view either updates, instant messages, my friends list or notifications. If I select Facebook I can see my updates, friends, messages and notifications. In My Space I see Updates, Friends and notifications. When I select Twitter I can see updates, Friends list, Direct Messages, @Replies list, Lists I am on and access to search twitter.com. Like Tweetdeck in Yoono I can choose which accounts to update. Yoono also has a direct OneRiot Social Web Search which is a seriously cool tool – I think I prefer Kosmix though.

Would I choose between them? I’d prefer not to as I like them both and each has advantages over the other. Tweetdeck is independent of my browser on the other hand Yoono is so convenient when I am on the internet and of, course, Yoono works in Linux as an add on to Firefox. Ok I’m going to choose Yoono but only by a small margin.



We Exist

I have an ASD (Autism Spectrum Disorder) yet I consider myself very fortunate that I have had little need to access any support services. Had it been possible to have received a diagnosis as a child perhaps I would have had support and my life may have been different. Whether it would have been any better I can’t say, I like my life and I have no complaints. However there are many people on the spectrum whose autism is a serious impairment to living a full and productive life around half of whom it would appear are not well served by support services. When I say “around half” that is a guess because without accurate recording of people with autism, their requirements and provision of services we really don’t know how inadequate the provision is. We do know from a recent survey by NAS Scotland that 48% rated their overall experience of services to help them with their autism as either poor or very poor and that a third of people have had to go to a tribunal to get the right support. The same survey found that 95% of people believe it is necessary to create a legal duty on local authorities and health boards.

Hugh O’Donnell MSP recently launched a private members bill entitled A Scottish Autism Strategy Bill which is supported by The National Autistic Society Scotland (NAS Scotland) which will if passed address both the gaps in reporting autism and in the provision of autism services. I am lucky that I live in Maryhill in Glasgow where we have a dedicated Autism Research Centre which provides many services to people with autism and to those involved in their care – most of Scotland is not so fortunate. The introduction to the bill says, “Owing to a lack of a national autism strategy in Scotland people with autism and their carers face something of a postcode lottery in terms of service provision. This Bill will ensure national standards of service and provision and guidance to local providers”. It is wrong that the quality of service provision should depend on geography rather than need and this must change. Scotland is the only part of the UK without a national autism strategy.

As long as we lack a national strategy we all suffer from the cost to society of the resources we waste. Services need to be properly targeted to achieve effectiveness and cut waste. Early intervention in autism saves us from costly care provision later particularly as many people with autism are capable of a variety of useful jobs if given the right support. By equipping people on the spectrum to lead independent and productive lives we free resources for those who cannot. The bill will enable many people with autism to access education and employment and particularly to make the transition between the two.

Without proper provision of diagnostic services it is impossible to properly provide services. The National Audit Office is of the opinion that “if local authorities identify and support just 4% of adults with
Asperger syndrome the cost of services will be cost-neutral. The more people who are identified and supported the greater the savings will be.”

PROPOSAL FOR A SCOTTISH AUTISM STRATEGY BILL
The proposal is for a Scottish Autism Strategy Bill that would place duties on
the Scottish Government, local authorities and health boards to improve
support for both adults and children with autism:
The terms of the proposal would place a statutory duty on the Scottish
Government to:-
• prepare and publish a strategy to meet the needs of children and
adults with autism;
• consult with appropriate organisations and people;
• issue statutory guidance to local authorities and health boards on:-
• the provision of diagnostic services;
• the identification of children and adults with autism locally;
• the assessment of their needs;
• the planning and provision of services;
• the training of staff;
• leadership at local level.

I don’t need much support others do. Please help them and ensure your taxes are not wasted in the provision of unnecessary care instead of timely and focused intervention. Most people with autism want to contribute to society. Please help us to play our part in society, please support the bill and tell your friends.

To get involved in the consultation please visit the “We Exist” campaign website at http://www.autism.org.uk/scottishautismbill

or contact:
National Autistic Society Scotland
1st Floor Central Chambers
109 Hope Street
Glasgow G2 6LL
Telephone 0141 221 8090
Email scotland@nas.org.uk



Recent PC Adventures

So here I am running Firefox in Ubuntu on my old PC. Why am I running Ubuntu instead of Windows which I have used since Windows 3? It’s been a funny old week. I had given up using my old PC because Windows XP had stopped displaying properly and so I could do nothing with it but I realised the display worked because the Bios read OK. In a moment of inspiration I tried booting from an Ubuntu CD, Windows started perfectly and so for about a year I have happily been using XP – I was a little disappointed that I had lost my excuse to try Linux – safer to stick with what you know!

A few weeks ago my wife signed us up to O2 wireless as it’s cheaper than the cable modem package we had been using. Oh what fun I had trying to set up my desktops. I tried everything I even bought a telephone socket extension so I could move my router upstairs to the PC and connect it via Ethernet. Just before I moved the router I discovered Wireless Zero Configuration and within minutes had both desktops connected to the Internet. Why could not either O2 technical support of the lovely folk in the O2 shop – and they are nice – have told me? Fortunately I am of the belief that everything is ultimately logical it’s lust a matter of step by step experimentation.

I was happy with my Internet connection and decided to update my software including Registry Mechanic – I’ve been using it for years on various PCs and I love it – over 500 errors to repair, I okayed the repair. when I next rebooted my PC Windows would not reboot. I am logical so I took a step by step approach.

I tried to reboot to last good configuration – no joy. I tried Safe Mode – all of them in turn – still no joy. I remembered how my Ubuntu disk had saved me before but this time Windows would not work. I knew the hardware was sound as a rescue disk for the other PC started but would not work with my XP, sadly I could not find my – several years old – rescue disc. I tried a selection of disks – still no success. I tried Rescue CD, I tried Trinity without success. Panic was beginning to set in, my language was becoming increasingly colourful. I was using words I had never used before…picked up in my searches of on-line tech forums (should that be”fora”?).

In desperation I installed Ubuntu 8 but I couldn’t work out how to configure the Internet. I installed Mandriva 2009 from a cover mount and the Internet worked until I rebooted – I realise that was my mistake. At last I downloaded the newest Ubuntu opened it with Nero and burned it to CD, I checked the forums again – obviously using the other (my wife’s) desktop.

I installed Ubuntu and found the network drop down on the top right of the notification bar – my mistake had been to try and configure it from the system menu – it was so quick and easy, it starts every time I reboot. I have now got my Google running and most of my favourite in browser apps. The only fly in the ointment is not being able to use Tweet Deck in Linux – I can manage without it.

So that is why I am running Linux on my old PC – she’s never ran so fast I am a happy man! All I’ve got to do now is to work out how to set up my wireless keyboard again.



Films so far this January. My view.

This has been a good month so far for films. Since recovering from a horrible virus at the turn of the year I have seen six films none of which I regret. I have added a note to each one for those with sensory concerns.

I enjoyed “Nowhere Boy” A film about John Lennon’s relationships with his Aunt Mimi and his mother prior to the rise of the Beatles. Directed by Sam Taylor Wood and starring Aaron Johnson as John Lennon, Kristin Scott Thomas as Aunt Mimi, Anne-Marie Duff as Julia Lennon and Thomas Sangster as Paul McCartney. I think it’s fair to say that Thomas Sangster is shaping up to be one of the best of the young British actors with a solid body of work behind him, he rather overshadows the hogwarts crowd. The relationships of Lennon with the two dominant women of his youth are sensitively explored as is Lennon’s transition from rebellious schoolboy to musician. This is not just a film for Lennon fans as the story would be as powerful were it about an unknown. Contains loud music.

“Sex and Drugs and Rock and Roll” is the biography of Ian Dury during his time with the Blockheads Directed by Mat Whitecross and starring Andy Serkis as Ian Durie with Ray Winstone, Olivia Williams and Naomi Harris amongst a slid British cast. This is a very entertaining look at the unconventional domestic arrangements of Durie and his relationships with his father and son as well as the women in his life all to the accompaniment of the Blockheads songs sung by Andy Serkis with the Blockheads. Andy Serkis is excellent and convincing as Durie. The story doesn’t shy away from painful issues of disability, child abuse and drug abuse but manages not to get heavy or preachy. I loved this film. Contains loud music and flashing lights.

“The Book of Eli”. Directed by Albert & Allan Hughes and starring Denzil Washington, Gary Oldman, Mila Kunis, Ray Stevenson and Jennifer Beals is set in a not to distant future in a world devastated by war. Civilisation has been destroyed and through the wasteland a man walks determined to follow the voices in his head and get “The Book” to the West. The film is about the trials he encounters in the last few days of his journey and has some great plot twists. Contains violence, gunfire and references to cannibalism.

“St Trinian’s2 The Legend of Fritton’s Gold”. Directed by Oliver Parker & Barnaby Thompson. Starring Rupert Everett, Colin Firth, David Tennant, Gemma Arterton, Kelly Jones. A load of hokum but very watchable light entertainment. David Tennant (Dr Who) as a baddy is fun and Rupert Everett is once again magnificent as Camilla Fritton. Usual St. Trinian’s escapades as always worth a chuckle. Contains loud music and flashing lights in the final scene.

“Up in the Air” Directed by Jason Reitman starring George Clooney, Vera Farmiga, Anna Kendrick, Sam Elliot as the Chief Pilot. This is George Clooney doing what he does best, being charming. It is described as a romantic comedy, I don’t know about romantic but it was amusing and very elegantly conceived. To be honest I found it a little sad I don’t like loose ends and this film was left with several. Fairly loud party scene.

“Sherlock Holmes”. Directed by Guy Ritchie. Starring Robert Downie Jr., Jude Law, Rachel McAdams, Mark Strong. I don’t normally like Guy Ritchie’s films but I thoroughly enjoyed this! Robert Downie Jr is a more athletic Holmes than we are used to and has more weaknesses but very watchable. Jude Law’s Watson was a better Watson than most, more dynamic and intelligent a better foil for Holmes and more like the army officer he is supposed to have been. I am not sure Rachel McAdams’ role added anything to the film other than female beauty but Mark Strong was a suitably evil baddie. The story was not a Conan-Doyle and appeared at first to be something other than it later proved to be – it is worth waiting for the unravelling of the plot – there are plenty of clues scattered through the story which will all make sense in the end. I think the technical term for a film like this is “an enjoyable romp” this was well paced and highly entertaining. Contains some gunfire and explosions also a noisy fight scene.



I Am What I Am (goodbye to an obsession)

Recently it was put to my wife that it must have been hard living with someone with Asperger’s to which she replied, “I wasn’t living with someone with Asperger’s, I was living with Rory”. She is right for 30 years of our relationship I was just an odd person without a label for my oddness. Apparently my wife’s family describe me as “pola” which she translates as, “uncomplicated” or, “simple but in a good way”. I suppose I could have been called eccentric which is appropriate, eccentricity is so associated with Britishness that I believe anyone who tries to impose conformity to a norm should be tried for treason (joke). The application of a label does not change who I have always been and for more than half a century I was not a person with Asperger’s because I had no consciousness of it. The label did not change me it changed my perception. My friend Don said that I was still the same loveable person I was before the diagnosis and he is right. He has also said that since the diagnosis I seem to have been struggling with my identity and that is also true as the label casts a new light over the events of my past. What I do realise is that just as the beliefs of normal society should not be allowed to distort my perception neither should the label “Asperger’s”.

I did not grow up without friends, I have friends. My definition of friendship may not be normal but it works for me and that is what matters. My sensory processing may be a little inconvenient at times but it’s the way I work, always have and if new knowledge helps me make adaptations then that’s down to me. I may process information in strange ways which on occasion have not helped educationally but it’s made me what I am today and that’s not a bad thing, it’s just who I am label or no label. Could things have been different in my life? Yes, but that is true for everybody we could all have done things differently. The fact is as we say in NLP, “People do the best they can with the resources they have available.” and I have done pretty well with the resources available. There will always be resources available in the present – whenever the present – that were not available in the past regretting they were not available accomplishes nothing unless used as a spur to discover and make available new and better resources. Medcal knowledge, nutritional understanding, environmental understanding, technical advances have leapt forward since my childhood which is no more blighted because I didn’t have an iPod in 1960 than it is because I didn’t have a diagnosis of Asperger’s in 1955 or whenever. Let’s be honest I had advantages most children today won’t have. An unpolluted rural environment where it was safe to wander all day in the hills or by the river, an excellent and disciplined public – that means private in Britain! – school education and the freedom to do most of what I wanted to without interruption. I have no complaints! Yes it has taken several months to get to grips with my newest label but it is only one of several I have obsessed about and assimilated over the years. Events and information may have changed my perceptions, chemicals and nutrition may have affected my physiology and genes may have determined my neurology but at the end of it all…I AM WHAT I AM! and I like that.

Just as a bonus the Gorgeous John Barrowman singing “I Am What I Am!” This is so inspiring. His Albin was the best!



Asperger’s Social Groups!
January 14, 2010, 08:53
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When I received my diagnosis of Asperger’s Syndrome Ann Marie Gallagher made various recommendations one of which amused me, “To give details of Strathclyde Autism Societies social groups”. I laughed, my wife responded with, “Isn’t that Facebook?” On reflection I must admit I have embraced Social media as an acceptable substitute for face to face interaction. Social media give us an opportunity to exchange ideas without the discomfort of normal social interaction and allow us to communicate what matters to us and ignore the bits we find irrelevant.

I love blogging it is the place where I can organise my thoughts and turn them into expressible opinions. I am very clear that my primary purpose in blogging is to inform myself, if other people derive some benefit from my blogs it is a happy side effect. At this point I should perhaps thank those of you who have been kind enough to comment kindly on my blogs, actually I suppose I should thank every one who has commented regardless. As I have admitted recently I use blogging as a tool to recognise my own thought processes as much of the time they are amorphous and only become concrete to me when observed from the third person position. Also the process of blogging frequently stimulates recall – I have a great memory but patchy recall.

I use Twitter to share information I have found useful generally by posting a link or re-tweeting a tweet containing a link so that the original twitterer gets due credit. I use Google Reader to subscribe to several blogs – several of which are autism related – and I then pass on any links I think people will appreciate. I hope people are deriving benefit I am on several people’s lists so I think I must be doing some good. I also use Twitter to comment on life and to ask questions. I really appreciate people who tweet useful links – some perhaps for commercial reasons – people can be very generous with their time and knowledge.

My Facebook page (Rory Patton) I use primarily to interact with people I know. They are described as friends but I must admit there are few with whom I socialise. It is useful to keep up with family and the direct message facility I find very useful. I haven’t worked out how to avoid messages about games which are largely irrelevant to me. Facebook is a great place for passing on information and for campaigning. I particularly appreciate people who share their enthusiasms and have watched many YouTube videos they have posted of obscure singers, Indian dance and Mountain climbing amongst other things. There are privacy issues with Facebook at the moment – my advice is check your settings carefully.



Spasticus Autisticus
January 9, 2010, 21:18
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“Spasticus Autisticus” is the name of the song Ian Durie wrote as an anthem – a war cry for the disabled –for the UN Year of the Disabled. There is a wonderful scene in the new film Sex and Drugs and Rock and Roll. Where Durie played by Andy Serkis is arguing with the (able-bodied) representative of The Spastic’s Society – God. that sounds so dated! – because the song is not getting played. The response is that some people find it offensive to which Durie replies that none of the disabled people he knows is offended. At this point it is made clear that it is offending the sensibilities of able-bodied supporters and Durie shouts back, “I didn’t write it for them!” Durie goes on to point out that the disabled,”don’t want sympathy we want respect”. Earlier in the film Durie is criticised for his inappropriate language, he says that he uses stereotypes because it saves time. Much of the film is a study of how limited and limiting stereotypes are even when the evidence reveals their emptiness.

There is no stereotype that can cover the autism spectrum so the proposal to remove some diagnostic labels and have a catch-all diagnosis of “Autism Spectrum Disorder” or whatever the form of words ends up being will cause stereotypical problems. Just now there is a stereotype of autistic people as being silent and graceful whereas those with asperger’s syndrome ain’t. We may not be able to walk a straight line but we will tell you how many degrees we are off, how we calculated it, how we might also have calculated it, how historically it would have been calculated and how improvements in computational technology will change how we do the calculations. Pretty soon you will wish we were silent and graceful. There are good reasons not to divide the people on the spectrum but these labels also help to give definition to the elements of the spectrum. A spectrum is multi-coloured not beige. Perhaps there should be name changes but for whom are these changes being made? They may help carers claim benefits and services, they may be convenient for the psychiatrists, our views don’t really enter into consideration. I look at warring groups of parents, advocates, therapists and researchers each stridently attacking anyone who disagrees with their viewpoint. Perhaps people should start by realising they can’t see into the minds of other people, they don’t know what we are thinking and feeling – I don’t know what I’m thinking and feeling most of the time – we are human. We are not chess pieces, we are not puppets. We may not want to be cured, we are who we are. Nowadays it is generally considered offensive to talk about people in wheelchairs in the third person – “does he take sugar?” – the same goes for us. If I can’t answer your question I can ask my wife but I prefer you ask me first. Still it is good that so many people care regardless of their points of view there is lots of hope plenty of “Reasons to be Cheerful”.

If you haven’t seen the film. see it. Andy Serkis is amazing as Ian Durie!



Blogging and the Construction of Thought

As some people may have noticed for some months now I have had an obsession with Autism and particularly with Asperger’s Syndrome. I have read and watched so much since I started on this road, what happens to it? I seem to be a bit of an infosponge I absorb much but I have little idea just what I have absorbed. Information floats around in my unconscious undifferentiated until it surprises me by reappearing. I am not sure why information re-presents itself. It seems that when enough ideas have connected to form a critical mass they just need the right stimulus to come pouring out. The I cannot claim the ideas in my blog are original – some may be – they may be put together in new combinations, they have been processing for some time. I have had other obsessions which gave rise to similar bursts of intensive reading but then I did not have a blog although I frequently find pages of notes dating back to whatever obsession.

Often the stimulus for a blog is reading a comment or a recollection which directly reminds me of my own experience. I do not have a facility for spontaneous recall my recollection demands a prior stimulus. I love quizzes because I am constantly surprised at the questions I can answer correctly without knowing how I know the answer.

I know why this blog has come about. Some months ago I read a Donna Williams book (I think it was Donna Williams) wherein she wrote that she didn’t recognise her thoughts until she wrote them down. A few days ago as I was reading her blog I recalled her comments about her thought process and realised that my blogging process is related to some extent. I find things make more sense when I see them written down. Sometimes they don’t, sometimes they bear little resemblance to English. I sometimes return to what I have written and wish I had a translator so now I try to edit for coherence immediately after writing. When I see my thoughts written down I can sort them and make sense of them and see some of them as ridiculous and dismiss them or accept them – I reserve the right on occasion to be illogical!



Invisible Autism
December 30, 2009, 10:32
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Recently I was reading the blog of someone who propounds that Autism is an epidemic. They asked the question, “Where are the adults with Autism?” To which I reply.

We are here living amongst you. More of us are in your psychiatric hospitals and psycho-geriatric homes. Some of us were born before Kanner identified Autism, many of us were born shortly after. We were born before you knew to call us autistic instead we were called, “strange, shy, antisocial, mentally retarded, childhood schizophrenics, disruptive, bad”. The more socially adaptive of us were tolerated to an extent, others were shunned and the rest of those who survived were locked away out of sight.

I remember a particular patient in the psycho-geriatric hospital in which I worked in the 1970s. He was non-verbal and he stimmed the whole time – a rhythmic movement of his right hand in front oh his right hip – I cannot remember what his diagnosis was. I wonder, had he been born fifty years later whether his diagnosis might have instead been one of autism.

You are right to fight for your child. You do not have the right to ignore us for your political ends. You ask where we are, why don’t you look? Look in the asylums, look under railway arches and in shop doorways, look in the repetitive and menial jobs, look in lonely rooms at the end of the Internet connection. Look further, we are your parents, your grandparents, aunts and uncles, we are the cousin the family prefers to forget about, we are the one’s they don’t talk about. You have the right to fight for your child but when you ignore us, when you dismiss us and discount us you become no different from those against whom you fight. We may have been born too early for a diagnosis, we may be differently diagnosed but we hae lived and yet do live. Do not you dismiss us! It may be too late for any treatment to make a difference to us but at least you could see us, we are here! We have as much right to respect as your child. We do not claim the same right to resources, we are older, we have made our lives and reached wherever we are, we will not deprive your child.

All I ask is, do not sacrifice us to your cause. Our Autism has been invisible, see us now and respect us for who we are whatever we have become. We have been the outsiders, if you care so much about Autism perhaps it is time to reclaim us, accept us, make us visible too.